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Aramun
(spoken gently, as the garden forms itself from stardust and memory)
Welcome, kind souls. You have crossed the veil not to be judged, but to be understood.
This is not a court. This is not a clinic. This is a sanctuary of stillness,
where even silence is heard.
You arrive here carrying not only the weight of your endings,
but also the tenderness of your beginnings—your laughter, your songs, your trembling courage.
Each of you was once seen as a star, yet often felt like a shadow.
You gave so much to the world, yet rarely gave enough gentleness to yourselves.
Today, there is no audience. Only mirrors. Only truth.
You are not here to relive your pain.
You are here to release it.
Let us speak—not to dwell in sorrow,
but to sow seeds of light for those who still walk the path you once did.
(Note: This is an imaginary conversation, a creative exploration of an idea, and not a real speech or event.)

The Weight of Perfection – When Image Becomes a Cage

Location: A luminous garden beyond time, with a gentle stream that hums like a lullaby.
Moderator:
Aramun, the Healer of the Afterlight Realm
Participants: Jonghyun, Sulli, Goo Hara, Park Ji-sun, Yoo Ju-eun
Aramun:
Welcome, radiant souls. This place holds no time, no shame, no eyes watching. Only the truth of who you are. Today we speak of perfection—not as an ideal, but as a burden you once carried. What did it feel like?
Jonghyun:
("His voice is soft, yet carries years of silence.")
I felt like I had to shine brighter than everyone else, but it was never bright enough—not for the industry, not for fans, not even for me. I smiled on stage and shattered alone. My songs said what I couldn't. But I was still so afraid of disappointing people… that I forgot how to breathe as myself.
Sulli:
("She sits barefoot in the grass, staring into the stream.")
The pressure wasn’t just to look a certain way—it was to think a certain way. When I spoke up, when I didn’t wear a bra, when I laughed too freely… it all became rebellion. But it was just me being me. The world wanted perfection from a girl who was still trying to understand what being human meant.
Goo Hara:
I always smiled for the camera. Even when my heart was breaking, I told myself to keep going—to be strong, to be beautiful, to be what everyone needed. But inside, I was bruised from too many expectations. I was so tired of hiding. After Sulli left, I couldn’t find the strength to keep pretending.
Park Ji-sun:
I made people laugh for a living, but I hid behind that laughter too. I had a chronic condition, and it wasn’t glamorous, so I stayed silent. Even when I was in pain. My perfection was to always be “fine.” Looking back, I wish I had been more vulnerable—let someone in. I wish I knew that real strength was in honesty.
Yoo Ju-eun:
For actors, especially women, every wrinkle, every mood, every fluctuation is judged. I was always told I was too much or not enough. My perfection became a mask, one that no longer fit. I left a note, but what I really wanted was a permission slip—to just be okay with being flawed.
Aramun:
Thank you. Each of you faced a mirror held up by millions, yet couldn’t see your own reflection. Let me ask this gently: If you could return, knowing what you know now, what would you do differently—not for your career, but for your soul?
Jonghyun:
I’d stop waiting for others to validate my worth. I’d let myself cry in front of people. I’d tell someone, “I’m not okay,” and let that be enough.
Sulli:
I’d surround myself with people who see the real me—not the icon. And I’d remind myself that freedom is not rebellion. It’s a form of self-love.
Goo Hara:
I wouldn’t wear strength like armor. I’d ask for help—scream if I had to. And I’d rest more. Not just sleep. Rest in being human.
Park Ji-sun:
I’d talk about my illness. Laugh with it. Cry with it. Make people feel seen in their struggles too.
Yoo Ju-eun:
I’d treat myself like someone I love. No more chasing a perfect script. Just… one breath at a time, fully lived.
Aramun:
You are loved, always were. Perfection is not a crown—it is a chain. But now, in this place of stillness, you are free. Would you be willing to guide others from your experience?
All:
("Their answer is unanimous, not spoken aloud but felt—like light warming the soul.")
Yes.
Closing Scene:
Petals fall like snowflakes as the five stand together in a circle. They are no longer idols, comedians, actresses. They are just themselves—whole, seen, and glowing with quiet truth. A soft wind carries their renewed purpose into the world of the living.
Loneliness in the Spotlight – Fame Without a Hand to Hold

Topic 2: Loneliness in the Spotlight – Fame Without a Hand to Hold
Moderator:
Aramun, the Healer of the Afterlight Realm
Participants: Moonbin, Haesoo, Ahn Sojin, Jung Chae-yull, Nahee
Setting: A moonlit clearing encircled by tall, whispering trees. The air is warm. Fireflies drift between them like soft thoughts.
Aramun:
Welcome, dear souls. Here, the stars shine for you—not because you performed, but simply because you are. Today, we speak of loneliness. Not the kind found in silence, but the kind that clings even in crowds, cameras, and concerts. What was your loneliest moment?
Moonbin:
("His eyes are gentle, though still carrying weight.")
I had people around me every day. Members, fans, managers. But when I lay in bed at night, I felt like a child lost in a supermarket—surrounded by noise, but no one who could hear my heart. I didn't want to burden anyone. I was the 'bright one,' remember?
Haesoo:
I sang to bring joy, especially to older generations. But offstage, my phone didn’t ring much. I kept my feelings tidy, wrapped them up with a bow before each performance. My letter... it was the first time I really spoke freely. And the last. That hurts now.
Ahn Sojin:
After the show ended, everything got quiet. I thought I was going to debut. Instead, I returned to a life that felt smaller. People forgot quickly. I didn’t know who I was without the dream. The loneliness wasn’t just about people—it was about feeling unseen, even by myself.
Jung Chae-yull:
I was on set when everything started feeling wrong. My smile didn't reach my eyes anymore. I wanted someone to pull me aside—not as a star, but as a friend—and ask, “Do you want to keep going?” No one did. Or maybe... I didn’t let them.
Nahee:
I posted selfies, sang short covers, kept it upbeat online. But when I’d turn off the camera, the silence echoed. I longed for someone who wasn’t watching me—someone who could see me. And now, I wonder if I ever gave myself that chance.
Aramun:
Thank you for your honesty. Let me ask this with compassion: What could have lessened the loneliness? What would you tell your younger self who first felt invisible, even under the spotlight?
Moonbin:
You don’t have to carry everything in silence. Being loved doesn’t mean being cheerful all the time. It’s okay to be the quiet one sometimes, too.
Haesoo:
Make one person your lighthouse. Not a fan. Not a boss. Just someone you can call at midnight and say, “I’m not okay.” One person can be enough.
Ahn Sojin:
Detach your worth from your schedule. You are not only valuable when you are wanted. You are valuable when you're alone, too.
Jung Chae-yull:
Take longer breaks. Say no. Your pace is sacred. You don’t need to speed up to catch up. Sometimes stepping back is the most courageous act.
Nahee:
Talk to the mirror. Not about makeup, but about pain. Be your own first listener. And never mistake attention for connection.
Aramun:
Each of you shone so brightly, yet were left in the shadows of your own lives. Let me share this with you—loneliness does not mean you failed to love; it only means you longed to be held. And now, in this realm of peace, you are held.
Would you walk with me in the next life—not as stars, but as guides to those who feel alone today?
All:
("They nod, hands reaching gently toward one another. Their light grows warmer, more unified—like five stars forming a quiet constellation.")
Yes.
Closing Scene:
The circle fades into soft mist as they walk deeper into the forest together—not alone, not anymore. Their presence leaves a trail of golden sparks that ripple outward, returning to the world as comfort for the unseen.
Cyberbullying and Public Judgment – The Unseen Bruises

Moderator:
Aramun, the Healer of the Afterlight Realm
Participants: Lim Ji-hye (Imvely), Sung Hyun-joo, Oh In-hye, Woo Hye-mi, Choi Jin-ri (Sulli, revisiting)
Setting: A tranquil hilltop under a twilight sky. The wind carries no sting here, only warmth. The clouds part like curtains, revealing an aurora that dances softly overhead.
Aramun:
Beloved souls, thank you for returning. Here, your voices carry no weight of accusation—only truth. Today we reflect on words. Not the ones you spoke, but those thrown at you. When did words begin to wound?
Lim Ji-hye (Imvely):
("Her voice trembles slightly but steadies with each word.")
At first, it was small things. Comments about my appearance, my tone. I brushed them off. But it grew. Strangers said I was unworthy to live. My livestream… it was my cry for help. But most just watched like it was entertainment. I felt like I was dying in public.
Sung Hyun-joo:
People said I disappeared because I failed. That I wasn’t good enough to be remembered. But I had tried. So many times. They don’t see the work. They only see the fall. And then they talk like it was deserved.
Oh In-hye:
When I smiled too brightly, they said I was fake. When I looked tired, they said I had fallen. I was never allowed to just exist. Every step became a calculation—how will they spin this? Even when I was hurting, they called it drama.
Woo Hye-mi:
I joined The Voice Korea because I wanted to sing without being judged for my looks or image. But the moment I stepped into the light, the harshness returned. People forgot I was a person with a trembling heart. I became a target, not an artist.
Sulli:
("She is quiet for a moment before speaking, her gaze locked on the horizon.")
I spoke up for women. I lived freely. I wanted people to understand that bodies and choices and laughter don’t need to be controlled. But the hate… it came in waves. Every day. And I tried to stay brave. But bravery is exhausting.
Aramun:
The words of others became weapons. Yet here, no words can harm. If you could speak to those still enduring judgment online today, what would you say? Not in anger—but in clarity.
Lim Ji-hye (Imvely):
Turn off the screen before it turns off your soul. You are allowed to disappear from noise to find peace. You don’t owe anyone access to your pain.
Sung Hyun-joo:
You are not a failure because others forget you. Remember yourself. That’s enough.
Oh In-hye:
It’s okay to be imperfect. To not always fight back. Let your softness survive the world’s sharpness.
Woo Hye-mi:
Keep singing. Even if they mock you, keep singing. Not for them—for the part of you that still believes in sound and light.
Sulli:
Don’t read the comments. Not even once. Protect your garden. Plant joy. Pull weeds. And if someone lights a fire in you, make sure it warms you—not burns you.
Aramun:
You are no longer bruised here. You are blooming. Would you be willing to help others navigate the firestorms of judgment—show them where to find rain, shelter, and inner strength?
All:
("One by one, they place their hands over their hearts, then raise them toward the sky as if offering their past pain as seeds of compassion.")
Yes.
Closing Scene:
The aurora above pulses gently, taking on hues of gold and violet. The five figures walk down the hill, their forms dissolving into radiant mist. Where they step, flowers bloom in the shape of kind words—You’re enough. You are loved. You matter.
Pressure from Within – When Dreams Turn Against You

Moderator:
Aramun, the Healer of the Afterlight Realm
Participants: Kim Jong-hyun (Ulala Session), Lee Seo-hyun (Ulala Session), Cha In-ha, Wheesung, Lee Sun-kyun
Setting: A quiet inner sanctum shaped like a music hall made of moonlight and still water. Every sound echoes not as noise, but as memory. Each soul is seated comfortably, barefoot, facing their own reflection in the glassy floor.
Aramun:
Dearest ones, today we speak of dreams—those shining stars we chase, and sometimes, the ones that chase us back. Tell me, when did your dream stop feeling like a gift and start feeling like a weight?
Kim Jong-hyun (Ulala Session):
I loved music. Even through my illness. It gave me a reason to live. But the closer I got to success, the more I feared losing it. I wasn’t ready to be a symbol. I was just trying to survive. And that pressure… it’s hard to describe the fear of not being able to live up to what people believed I was.
Lee Seo-hyun:
After the spotlight faded, I couldn’t find a path forward. I kept comparing myself to my past self. “You used to be someone,” I’d whisper. I wasn’t living—I was reliving. Chasing a version of me that no longer existed.
Cha In-ha:
Every day on set, I told myself to be grateful. And I was. But my heart began to crumble quietly. I worried about every mistake, every line. “Was I enough?” I asked it so often, the question became part of me. I wish I had told someone. I wish I had said, “I’m scared.”
Wheesung:
I had highs. Real highs. The stage loved me. But offstage… the struggle with painkillers, with loneliness—it kept growing. I tried to cover it up, be the professional. But the dream kept mutating, like it wasn’t mine anymore. I started feeling like a fraud, even when fans cheered.
Lee Sun-kyun:
("His voice is quiet, composed, but filled with sorrow.")
I worked for decades to be respected. But when the allegations came, whether true or not, it all collapsed. Not just my career—my identity. I was trapped between truth and speculation, between pride and despair. I feared what I’d lose more than I believed in what I could endure.
Aramun:
What you felt is deeply human. When a dream becomes conditional, it becomes a prison. If you could whisper into the ear of your past self, what would you say? What would help release the grip of pressure?
Kim Jong-hyun (Ulala Session):
Love the music, not the applause. Let your art be a conversation with your soul, not a performance for approval.
Lee Seo-hyun:
You are not your past glory. You are not a memory. You are allowed to evolve, to change dreams—or to rest from dreaming altogether.
Cha In-ha:
Fear is not failure. It's a flag that says: “You need a break. You need someone to stand beside you.” Listen to it. It’s not your enemy.
Wheesung:
You can be both gifted and struggling. The two can exist in one person. Don’t wait for the pain to silence the song. Speak now.
Lee Sun-kyun:
Don't let shame isolate you. Even if the world misjudges, find one voice—your child’s, your friend’s, your own—that reminds you who you are.
Aramun:
You chased light so fiercely, yet forgot to let it rest within you. The fire of your dreams need not consume you—it can simply warm you. Are you ready to help others transform their pressure into presence, their perfectionism into peace?
All:
("Their reflections ripple, becoming softer, kinder. One by one, they step forward into the light. Their burdens are gone, but their wisdom remains.")
Yes.
Closing Scene:
The moonlit music hall dissolves into golden petals. A soft melody lingers—a song not of success, but of surrender, healing, and inner wholeness. Each soul hums a single note. Together, they form a chord that will echo back to earth whenever someone feels like they’re not enough.
What I Wish I Knew – Messages for the Living

Moderator:
Aramun, the Healer of the Afterlight Realm
Participants: All 20 souls from previous conversations
Setting: A vast open sky of twilight blue, dotted with stars shaped like lanterns. The 20 souls sit in a circle beneath the celestial expanse, the grass beneath them glowing faintly with warmth and remembrance. A soft wind carries their voices to the edge of both worlds.
Aramun:
You have spoken with grace, pain, and courage. Today, we gather as one. Not to dwell in regret, but to offer light. If you could send one message back to the world—not to fans or headlines, but to the quiet hearts walking the same edge you once did—what would it be?
Jonghyun (SHINee):
Even in darkness, your voice matters. Don’t silence it for the sake of survival. Speak your truth.
Sulli (f(x)):
Live with freedom, but surround that freedom with love. Your spirit is too precious to fight alone.
Goo Hara (KARA):
You are not here to prove anything. You are here to feel, to grow, and sometimes—just to rest.
Park Ji-sun:
Laughter is beautiful, but so is asking for help. Let someone see your tears. They won’t run away.
Yoo Ju-eun:
Take off the mask before it takes you. The world can wait. Your well-being can’t.
Moonbin (ASTRO):
Check on the “strong” ones too. We often don’t ask—but we need it most.
Haesoo:
Your worth is not tied to applause. You are enough even in silence.
Ahn Sojin:
A dream lost is not a life lost. You can start over. You are allowed to change paths.
Jung Chae-yull:
When your heart whispers “I’m tired,” listen. Don’t wait for it to scream.
Nahee:
Connection begins when you stop performing and start simply being.
Lim Ji-hye (Imvely):
The internet is not real life. Don’t let a stranger’s comment write your story.
Sung Hyun-joo:
You don’t have to be remembered by the world. Be remembered by yourself, with love.
Oh In-hye:
Compassion is armor. Wear it for yourself first. Then for others.
Woo Hye-mi:
Even if no one claps, sing. The song heals you, not the applause.
Sulli (revisiting):
Speak your truth, but rest when it hurts. It’s not weakness—it’s wisdom.
Kim Jong-hyun (Ulala Session):
Let your gift be a joy, not a cage. You were born to express, not impress.
Lee Seo-hyun:
Stop chasing the past. It’s already proud of you. Be present for today.
Cha In-ha:
Fear is not the enemy. Silence is. Speak, even if your voice shakes.
Wheesung:
You can be successful and struggling. Don’t hide one behind the other.
Lee Sun-kyun:
Dignity isn’t in how people see you. It’s in how you hold your truth.
Aramun:
You are no longer just stories whispered in grief. You are now guardians of understanding, of compassion, of second chances. One final question, dear souls: Would you walk with the living in unseen ways—through music, dreams, silence, and memory—to remind them they are never alone?
All (in unison):
Yes.
Closing Scene:
The 20 souls rise slowly and ascend, not upward, but outward—into the wind, into the minds of those silently suffering, into the spaces between sobs and songs. As they go, 20 lights linger across the night sky—gentle, steady, and never fading. One by one, their messages become whispers in the hearts of those who need them most.
Final Thoughts by Aramun

(as the last lantern flickers gently over the closing circle)
What is remembered of you need not be your final moment.
It can be the kindness you never received. The wisdom you now carry.
The love you were too tired to ask for.
You are not broken echoes.
You are whole songs, rediscovered.
From this place of peace, may your voices now reach those whose hands tremble on the edge.
Let your regret become reassurance. Let your pain become poetry.
Let your soul return, not to fame—but to service, to softness, to truth.
You have walked through the fire.
Now, become the light that guides others out.
Go gently, beloved ones.
Your journey of healing has only just begun.
Aramun (Moderator)
A fictional being of peace and light in the Afterlight Realm. Neither male nor female, Aramun embodies compassion, stillness, and deep wisdom. They guide lost souls through reflection—not with judgment, but with love—helping them transmute pain into healing and return as protectors of the living.
Jonghyun (SHINee)
A beloved vocalist of the K-pop group SHINee, known for his emotional depth, songwriting talent, and advocacy for mental health through music and interviews.
Sulli (Choi Jin-ri)
Former member of f(x), actress, and outspoken advocate for women’s rights and mental health. Known for challenging social norms and promoting individuality.
Goo Hara
Singer and actress best known as a member of KARA. Faced immense public scrutiny and legal struggles, yet remained a symbol of resilience for many.
Park Ji-sun
Popular comedian who brought laughter to many through variety shows, admired for her wit and warmth despite privately struggling with health conditions.
Yoo Ju-eun
Up-and-coming actress known for roles in Big Forest and other dramas. She was admired for her passion and emotional sensitivity on screen.
Moonbin (ASTRO)
Charming dancer and singer of ASTRO, remembered for his bright personality, deep emotional range, and strong connection with fans.
Haesoo
Trot singer celebrated for her sweet voice and uplifting performances. Her passing shocked fans and brought attention to hidden struggles in traditional entertainment fields.
Ahn Sojin
Contestant on KARA Project who trained under DSP Media. Her dream of debuting was unfulfilled, yet she inspired many with her determination.
Jung Chae-yull
Model and actress noted for her elegance and growing roles in drama. She was actively filming when she passed, leaving behind an unfinished path.
Nahee
Indie pop singer and social media personality known for heartfelt lyrics and a bright online presence, who quietly struggled behind the scenes.
Lim Ji-hye (Imvely)
Former actress turned BJ (broadcast jockey) known for her candid online presence. Her final livestream highlighted the mental health risks in digital performance culture.
Sung Hyun-joo
Actress whose work was largely off-screen in later years. Her quiet disappearance from the industry led to concern and sadness after her death.
Oh In-hye
Actress who appeared in multiple films and variety shows. Often in the public eye, she faced harsh criticism and persistent rumors throughout her career.
Woo Hye-mi
Vocalist who rose to fame through The Voice Korea. She impressed audiences with her talent and raw honesty but remained under heavy pressure to succeed.
Kim Jong-hyun (Ulala Session)
Leader of the musical group Ulala Session, who bravely fought cancer and inspired viewers during Superstar K3. His later years were marked by ongoing health and emotional battles.
Lee Seo-hyun (Ulala Session)
Member of Ulala Session known for his charisma and musical dedication. He quietly departed the group amid personal and professional hardships.
Cha In-ha
Actor and member of the actor group SURPRISE U. Known for his gentle screen presence and promising roles, his sudden passing brought a wave of grief.
Wheesung
Famed R&B singer and vocal powerhouse. Despite early success, he struggled with personal demons and addiction behind the curtain of fame.
Lee Sun-kyun
Award-winning actor best known for his role in Parasite. His sudden death during a high-profile investigation shocked the nation and raised questions about media pressure.
Choi Jin-ri (Sulli, revisited)
Reappears in the final group discussion to offer closure and expanded reflection. Her impact continues to shape conversations about cyberbullying and freedom of expression.
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